7/1/11

Thinking About U~~

It is 1.12 am early in the morning...

Here am i naked(meaning topless),d cool air breeze pierced through my bare skin...

Woohoo!!!

However I cant find a reason 2 smile right now~~

Had a talk as usual as my dear earlier on~~

It all went smooth except at d end of the conversation...

She gave me an enormous "task"!!!

Well,the task was about the reason of why i should call her as a wife~~

Ermm,nt wife,should be "bao bei" in Chinese (darling in English)....

This question may be simple for some of those guys outside there~~

But 4 me,it is another toughest question 2 handle given by my dear dear~~

Frankly speaking,the state of my mind now is just like an empty piece of paper...

No colour,no words,just clean and EMPTY!!!

Tomorrow is the due date for this task...

Oops,should be later on i guess...

Well,I think 2nitez is a nitez that seems ordinary but will proved enough to gave me a hard time..

Anyway,gotta to leave now and think for the solutions for the task...

Hopefully will gave u a good & unique answer later on...

Hope to see that wide grin on ur face again =)

Gud night world

Excited,Nervous??

5/1/11

Third day of my PISMP life is looming~~
Starting to countdown now, I will be facing one familiar figures and one stranger for the whole day 8 hours from now on~~
Okay,for all of you who was in my situation now,which one of the two above that u will feel comfortable with,the familiar one,or the stranger??
Well, I bet all of u would choose the familiar one of course!!!
But I was on d opposite site!!!
It was just like 'Ripley's Believe It Or Not", I'm pretty scared about facing the familiar figures rather than the facing the strict stranger..(Well,according to my friend,she is one of those in HEP)!!!

WHY!!WHY!!WHY!!
Why i would scared to face one familiar figures that had I been facing already for the past 1 and a half years??
Why i would not scared facing the strict stranger??

Well,the answer is simple....
2 days ago, when I go to take my results slip, I accidentally meet with the familiar figure that I was so closed to him before...

Guess what was his reaction after seing me that time??

1st choice:With a smile on his face that expressing the words like "hi,how had u been during this holiday?"Welcome back and nice 2 seing u again =)

2nd choice:Normal,just greet back us when we greet him...

3rd choice:Gave us an eerie stare to express his disappointment towards us...OMG!!!

So,what do you think??Normally all of u would guess the answer was 2...Or at least 1~~

But U all r totally wrong this time~~!!!

To my suprise, he gave me the stare that I would never forget about it..
Those stares remind me of a man who stare angrily at a person who wanted to hurt his beloved wife and family...
Those stares remind me of a lion who stare straightly at the other lion who wanted to have his place or other animals who planned to hurt his cub...

WOW!!!That was probably the most scariest scare I had ever seen in my life till now!!!
I just managed to give him a silly grin smiling yet deep inside my heart I know I had get a "warning letter" from him already...

And later is the day...
Well, to be frankly, I had already prepared myself for it...
No matter how ugly the situation later, I will still face him behaving like a man, no avoiding, no joking, and of course listen 100% to what is in stored for me...
No matter how many criticism he was going to put on me, I will still gave him a smile saying that I knew my mistake and I promise u sir that u wont see this anymore...I will not be knocked down so easily from all those negative comments,in fact I will only be growing stronger and stronger by each time..
And Most Importantly, no matter what happens, it will never change my LOVE towards MATHS~~!!!

Well,I guess that's all from and wish me the best of luck for this chaotic day i guess..
And of course,goddnight everybody,hope a gud day lies ahead for u~~ =)

IDIOT

WHy I'm so irrational in thinking??
When will I wake up de,haizzz.....
2day I had made one deadly mistake tat will cost me lost a bunch of friends.....
I juz post one song lyric tat is related 2 love in facebook n guess wat??
It had received a massive response from a lot of people,especially her!!!!
First,she asked one of my friends at the skul cafeteria,and in an angry tone,
she asked wat the hell tat I'm doing,why I wrote all those stupid stuff n post it there
n wat may other people think when they saw it?!!!
N to make things worst,I didnt even thought about all those things if my friend didnt told me about it....

Haizzzz,secondly,she had deleted me as her friend in facebook le.....
Tat is courtesy of a stupid act by me,wouldnt it be nice if I juz dont wrote tat kind of things!!!!
Even though I phone her to said sorry about wat I did but I noe it is too late to turn things around ady!!!!
NASI SUDAH JADI BUBUR....
Even how she spoke in a nice tone but I knew tat was juz her surface onli...
Coz deep inside her heart she will think completely different....
She would hide her anger deep inside her heart and will perhaps dont want to approve me as her friend in facebook 4ever le!!!
But I could not blame anyone for this,this is all my fault!!!!
Why I juz can be a bit more mature in thinking!!!Why I juz cant be more 潇洒 by juz letting all these craps go!!!!
Haizzz,when will I really grow up to be a man???!!!!!

Thirdly, I had really jatuhkan my own image nt onli in front of her,but oso other girls as well....
How can I face them all after this,maybe they will pretend nothing happen in front,but who noe wat they think
at the back??
My friend's definitely rite about tis,girls are definitely sensitive n cant be 得罪 at all!!!
Perhaps I juz dont understand tis unique creature at all!!!
Gosh,I really cant think of wat will happen 2moro,women are basically 口是心非的!!

In conclusion, I really should shut up le!! I really cant share all those sensitive post in d net le....
Tat's nt d real way 2 express my feelings de, I really muz stop tis le!!!! Easier said than done, talk much oso no use,action is d best!!!!
Haizzz,after tis incident,there will definitely leave a scar deep inside her heart,n no one will feel gud after tis as well.....
C.S.W,I was really sorry about wat I did,I noe I cant salvage the situation back le....
N I oso didnt hope that you will forgive me....
But I really hope we can be gud friend again....
Hopefully that thing will be achieved soon starting from being your friend again in facebook!!!

Hey idiot,it's time to shut up and do more 2 prove yourself le...
U SHOULD JUZ LISTEN TO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAID BE4 EXPRESSING YOUR VIEW LE!!!
THINK MORE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS!!!
IF U DONT DO TIS,U WILL ONLY BE HATED BY MORE AND MORE PEOPLES!!!!
AND SOON AFTER,U WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE!!!
So no matter how hard the situation is,u muz hang on and cant be knock down so easily!!!!
Amd after today, U SHALL NOT CRY ANYMORE LE, U MUZ FACE EVERYDAY WITH A SMILE no matter how pahit the day is!!!
Happy is one day,Sad is oso one day,so why dont you face it optimistic de!!!
SO idiot,it's time u stood up to be a man,not onli 2 prove to other people,but oso 4 your own good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!