IDIOT

WHy I'm so irrational in thinking??
When will I wake up de,haizzz.....
2day I had made one deadly mistake tat will cost me lost a bunch of friends.....
I juz post one song lyric tat is related 2 love in facebook n guess wat??
It had received a massive response from a lot of people,especially her!!!!
First,she asked one of my friends at the skul cafeteria,and in an angry tone,
she asked wat the hell tat I'm doing,why I wrote all those stupid stuff n post it there
n wat may other people think when they saw it?!!!
N to make things worst,I didnt even thought about all those things if my friend didnt told me about it....

Haizzzz,secondly,she had deleted me as her friend in facebook le.....
Tat is courtesy of a stupid act by me,wouldnt it be nice if I juz dont wrote tat kind of things!!!!
Even though I phone her to said sorry about wat I did but I noe it is too late to turn things around ady!!!!
NASI SUDAH JADI BUBUR....
Even how she spoke in a nice tone but I knew tat was juz her surface onli...
Coz deep inside her heart she will think completely different....
She would hide her anger deep inside her heart and will perhaps dont want to approve me as her friend in facebook 4ever le!!!
But I could not blame anyone for this,this is all my fault!!!!
Why I juz can be a bit more mature in thinking!!!Why I juz cant be more 潇洒 by juz letting all these craps go!!!!
Haizzz,when will I really grow up to be a man???!!!!!

Thirdly, I had really jatuhkan my own image nt onli in front of her,but oso other girls as well....
How can I face them all after this,maybe they will pretend nothing happen in front,but who noe wat they think
at the back??
My friend's definitely rite about tis,girls are definitely sensitive n cant be 得罪 at all!!!
Perhaps I juz dont understand tis unique creature at all!!!
Gosh,I really cant think of wat will happen 2moro,women are basically 口是心非的!!

In conclusion, I really should shut up le!! I really cant share all those sensitive post in d net le....
Tat's nt d real way 2 express my feelings de, I really muz stop tis le!!!! Easier said than done, talk much oso no use,action is d best!!!!
Haizzz,after tis incident,there will definitely leave a scar deep inside her heart,n no one will feel gud after tis as well.....
C.S.W,I was really sorry about wat I did,I noe I cant salvage the situation back le....
N I oso didnt hope that you will forgive me....
But I really hope we can be gud friend again....
Hopefully that thing will be achieved soon starting from being your friend again in facebook!!!

Hey idiot,it's time to shut up and do more 2 prove yourself le...
U SHOULD JUZ LISTEN TO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAID BE4 EXPRESSING YOUR VIEW LE!!!
THINK MORE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS!!!
IF U DONT DO TIS,U WILL ONLY BE HATED BY MORE AND MORE PEOPLES!!!!
AND SOON AFTER,U WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE!!!
So no matter how hard the situation is,u muz hang on and cant be knock down so easily!!!!
Amd after today, U SHALL NOT CRY ANYMORE LE, U MUZ FACE EVERYDAY WITH A SMILE no matter how pahit the day is!!!
Happy is one day,Sad is oso one day,so why dont you face it optimistic de!!!
SO idiot,it's time u stood up to be a man,not onli 2 prove to other people,but oso 4 your own good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

30/10/09~1/1/09,how fast does time flies!!!!

Whoa,time flies fast!!!
I still remember two days ago,i juz bid farewell 2 all my swimming friends....
Tat's d 30 of December 2009,after one month of practicing,d 4 of us had finally graduated!!!!!!
Frankly said,I was a bit sad 2 leave them,d swimming pool...I will miss u all deep in my heart...
All d sweet o even sad moments tat we had been through tat time was memorable :>
As how we accidentally knock into each other,how we dive into water 2 did d 'treasure hunt' activity,haha....
N most importantly,we had changed from strangers tat scared of d 9 feet water at d beginning 2....
'Experts' tat swim frequently in tat area,hurray!!!
However,I noe tat there's IMPOSSIBLE tat I can back to the past anymore,so life still goes on and it's time 2 focus on the future....
Yet,I think I'm already in love with swimming le,it will really prevent me from thinking other things else de,so BATU PAHAT,here I comes :)


31 December 2009
Last day of 2009 le...
At 4pm, I had gone out on a gathering with my friends and oso one of my secondary skul teacher...
The sixth of us sat in a lovely bakery shop "Secret Recipe" n chit-chat 4 2 hours plus..Whoa!!!
Really appreciate tat period with my friends n teacher...
Coz it's nt easy 2 meet 2gether as all of us r currently studying in different places...
Plus the teacher herself had oso revealed a lot of things tat r happening in skul and not forgeting about gossips as well....
Tat's y the gathering was so interesting ^_^
At nitez,me n my family had went to our neighbour's house 2 have our dinner as their eldest
daughter is getting married very soon!!!!
The party is juz going on and on until 12am midnight where the host juz started burning the firecrackers being watched by all his friends and relatives as well...
Looking at the sky full of firecrackers signalling a new year,2010 has arrived...
All I can said is tat 2009 has been a rollercoaster year 4 me,I have experienced sweet n pain moments throughout the whole year(meeting her as well)!!!!
However,tat's d past n my focus now currently switched 2 2010....
I made myself a wish,tat is I will be a better person tis year n oso less tragedy will strike
tis year as well....


1/1/10,first day of a completely new year...Wat's d challenge tat lies ahead?>>
No idea at all....
So here I am,sitting in front of my laptop 2 write tis last blog be4 I'm going back there..
2moro I'm going back there le,a place where I will spend 5 n a half years there....
Tis means I will meet her le,wat will happen tat time??Can I still say "hi" 2 her??
Haizzz,don't want think about tat matter first...
All I want 2 do now is juz enjoy my last moments at home with my dearest families n friends :)